Whoops, sorry for neglecting the story, i've just had alot of things on my hands latley

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And now for the story (i edited it a bit):
The wet green grass flowed between my fingers, i felt relaxed, and i decided to sit down.
Suddenly I remebered that i had an old pack of cigarettes in my one of my pockets.
There was one cigarette left in the pack, a single lucky strike, it was as if i wanted it badly, just to calm down a bit.
-Well, here's for luck!
It had been a long time since I had last touched a cigarette...years in fact, I lighted the cigarette up, it was like i had a third eye in the dark.
As I blew out the smoke I saw a lonely women carrying her baby.
I walked calmy against her, I wanted to ask her if she had seen someone fitting Piet's description.
It's hard to explain what i saw next, but the closest thing fitting her description was those pictures i had seen in church when i was young, The virgin mother.
I took a quick look at her baby, blood streamed down it's forehead, it lasted only for a second, suddenly they both looked completley normal.
She asked my quietly why i looked so frightened, and i explained it all to her...it was delightfull to tell someone.
She looked me straight into the eyes, studied me for a moment and then took my hand.
Minutes later i was sitting in her apartment drinking a good cup of coffiee.
We talked for a while, i guess she was one of those persons that you feel that you can tell everything to, but there was something else too, her eyes.
I found myself lost in those eyes, they were like a thosand suns warming me up inside.
But it was getting late, I politely thanked her for the coffiee and was about to leave when she gave me her phone number, a gentle smile from the both of us followed, I thanked her again and left.
But that smile on my face was all tooq quickly washed away when I entered my own appartment, it was like i had entered hell itself, my walls had turned into flesh, blood streaming down them, the floor was solid bone and the windows were nothing than a dark abyss.