QUOTE(tyreil829 @ Aug 14 2008, 01:27 PM)

welcome to the world after finding out the girl i broke up 1 week ago is now going out with my best mate atm im a bit slow
Carth Onasi
Aye I picked that up posts ago, that I felt something was wrong but you skipped over that, when I said I was concerned that's all..See I see things sometimes before people say them..I felt for you then I do now,I know that wound only all to well myself, why do you think I am here, trying to get out of meself..
Aye some wounds can even last for lifetimes..when its a soul mate..
There is nothing you can do, but I do know the anger that it was your best mate, that is the wound you must grieve, until the grieving is done there will be no healing..Time, has is own table.. as does grief if allowed..things happen, and not all to our liking..I have lost so many I love in the Troubles here..that loss had almost become a way of life for me....incl meself at one point.. also the soul one in this life, the love of my life..that I am surprised that I am standing at all..
Aye wounds can last for a lifetime,in out hearts, even lifetimes in our souls, true..but you must go on..somehow..I have to tell myself that every single day, when I wake up, you must go on, there is a reason, even if it to post here..Reasons even if I cannot see it..Sometimes its hard, sometimes I don't want to, but by the grace of the Goddess somehow I do..
By the Grace of the Goddess i was lead here to such a caring family..that it gives me just a wee more incentive to keep on..
Each day I am deeply indebted that I met Mos and Carah and Chesto and Dezi and Lisnpuppy my sister, and even you though I tease you a lot its The Celt way here of showing care..
Thera are times here if it wasn't for
Mos and Chesto and Dezi, hear me you 3 how important you are to me.. I might have crawled back into that space where you are, and what you said is correct back then, oh so many pages ago, when I tried to let you know I felt you pain and cared..what you said is true..there isn't enough alcohol in the world ... been there got that tee shirt also, only makes matters worse..so don't even try..
Listen to me me dear Scott, its deep inside, and you must find it..somehow and in someway..or life will lose its meaning..Been there got so many feckin' tee shirts, I'd be rich if I sold them all.. like several times in this life, and yet I am still here..la
So remember your roots laddie, the proud Scott , remember who you are..and go from there..